So. Singing terrifies me. People know this. But my bb was admitted to the hospital today and I love that kid so that had me a little on edge all morning. I was distracted. And not as ready to sing as I was the other day but, with only 3 people left to go, I didnt have much of a choice.

I chose Kings of Leon’s Use Somebody as my song. 

I got to “painted faces fill the spaces I can’t reach. You know that I could use somebody…” and my instructor stopped me and told me he didnt need to hear anymore. I asked him if there was a problem and he goes “No. You sing very well.” 

Then he tested my range. I have great fucking range, 

He called me an ingenue :) 

It wasn’t as scary as I thought it would be. 

And I’m succeeding in spite of an actual psychotic person who has chosen me as her target. Pray for me y’all. Coz she don’t even know. Everyone seems angry today and I am not here for bullshit. I am not here for anyone but my damn self. And that is who I am concerned with- no one else.